So the day after and I am doing a lot of reflecting on yesterday.
It was a great day, I was parked close by to the facilities, under a great tree that offered beautiful shade, I was able to participate in social activity, I had help with getting on my pony and sorted and support from the club and my own club members. This support was given unconditionally and without any complaint that I heard. It was healing.
I was able to enjoy myself, take on any issues like my pony being a spooky shit in the warm up area. My mind was active and alert but not overwhelmed with anxiety and/or fear.
I did get an error of course for getting lost but that did not effect me emotionally and I just got on with it and completed the test. I was able to offer calm support to my pony in unusual and stressful circumstances for him and I know he felt this.
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